The now…

So I have been back form Australia for two months now and still can’t really believe it happened. I miss it more and more everyday. But now that I have abruptly fallen from Cloud 9 my life back in the states has just slapped me in the face and left me with  a burning pain. I know that everything happens for a reason but why is it that I can’t catch a breath of fresh air! I am once again stuck at home with my dreams put on hold and like I said everything happens for a reason and because of it I will hopefully have something better set up for me in the future. Until then I guess I just have to be in the now…